Longing

[Christina Kasper]

 

 

Longing

It would be easy to pretend
that everything is fine
that life is completely normal
and that the Fates fair wind blew kind

Or, that I have truly healed
or that Time can rewind
what circumstances He did steal
of what my Heart may never find

A Confidence, that is eroded
A Faith, forever corroded
A Life,that was never supported
A Love, that was not reported

Controlled by the past,
slave to his every whim
My Heart tries to escape
The misery from within

My soul the scar does bare
A part of my mind I do not share
All the Tears  I wish to shed
From a past filled with dred

~~~Christina Kasper